posted by lois @ 10:35 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
what a fun day i had today. hehe. finally ..time to chill with my buddies =) thanks for everyone whoo chilled with me..hehehe wen tto korean bbq. i ate 5 plates of beef. delicious. i shud eat some veggies rite now..i'm starving..ditn' eat since 12..hahahah oh well =) then made jon drop us off at fmp..but movie theatre was closed..so he drove us to markville ..did some shoppign..got a white blouse for my concerts..har har har..aka kiwanis -_- oh wutever. hahaha..pretty nice and cheap from jacobb! wohoo finally found a blouse i actually liked.. thennnn bought kernels and took bus to fmp to watch movie...chilled at fmp for 2 hrs...took sticker pics..hahah randomness..bought bubble tea to sneak into theatre..then went to staples cuz alli needed noteboooooks. then saw brian working. haha then finally watched movie. movie was GOOOOD. wow lois actually liking a basketball movie.."coach carter"..VERY good msg =) made me happpy. you never give up! YES! exactly...NEVER...give up...you try until you achieve that goal. it made me think. and i'm very happy i dint' give up last year. HAHAH well i sorta gave up this year...but it's okay..i can do this again. i need a goal. and wen i have that goal i can reach it...but too bad i slacked badly last sem. didn't do too wel.. stpuid gay trannn ..did pretty well on bio exam..haha completely blew physics exam..physics mark dropped 3 % bio mark rose 1%..so i'm happy cuz i only need bio =) yayy...well it's not the best mark..i cud have done WAY better before the exam..but i'm happy i did well on exam..better than i thought..andit pulled me up 1% so very proudof myself. good job loisss!! well since its' not that good..i can always think tath i have english there :) replace my bio mark..hahaha i'll treat my bio mark as english and english as bio..HAR HAR..oh well..not much diff newyz =) sooooo it's all good..gootta do wellin calc and chem nex sem like GOOOOOOOOD. im' telling myself..i can't slack off at all. well i mite. but lois. get to it!! okay ..i wto'n slack off. yes i won't. i knwo i won't. i want that scholarship. i want to make my parents happy. they made me who i am today. and i 'm not gonna give up on myself cuz a stupid acceptance that means not much . i want to reach a higher goal for myself. cuz that's wha tlife is about. goign way beyond your abilities. and achieving your dreams. yeah. that's it. tha'ts what my parents taught me to do and i am so blessed for my parents. i dont' want to let them down. im' gonan continue ...even if i fall...im'm gonna stand up..trust in myself. believe anddd take the walk. hehehe..yupz ..that's the spirit.....i will so ace next sem..haha in my dreams. better have snowball..so scared if i have mrs. K i htink i'll give up..sooooo o_o oh well.....hmmm strings..eww. i realized that i got into wetsern cuz of strings..hahahah cuz it was english, which i failed..then grd 11 math, chem, phyiscs, and ARTS YORK AND ORCHESTRA..hahahah so yeah. i think tah's why..and this year..i tihink it'll jsut DROP my avg stupid gayness teacher. he doen'st understand. at all. if he give sme anotehr friggin 80 this sem..i'mg onna freak and complain. i an't stand him ne more ..i do my best to give it my all..and all he does is bring my self ocnfiendence.. and makes me not like music i used to. how ccan tha tbe.i dunno..i jsut hope he'll give me a better mark..well it relaly depends on if he likes you or not..even if ur'e a superstar..if he hates you..u fail. that's how it is for me.but yeah..i'll be so ahppy to get a 90 for strings..i was so used to it ..but i undersatnad..i guess taht i have to work for it..hahaha and i will. wow i am blabbing a lot. well basically thissi my reflection for first sem..and a new beginnnnning. i dton' wanan giv eup. i'm not gonna break down. i know it. i have faith . i can do this. i knwo neone can. we jst have to belive. i'm gonna believe. i must. okay. enough bloggin....i sthink i shud eat..hahah i am starvinggggggggg!! hehehehehe..ohw ell wutever~ hehe at least ididtn' fail as bad as my dreams yesterday..haahaha thut i got 77 for bio..nwo that is sad....hahahahaha oh well =) happy with wat i got..i deserve it. i guess i gotta try harder next sem in order tooo get mroe money...lol..oh well =) bye mr. blog. i like you. you make me happy.